Time is a great healer. Exercise is a great distraction and a wonderfull thing to focus on when you need to heal.
Its been quite sometime since I last spoke to you. Hence I need you to know that I forgive you and I will eventually forget you.I can remember all the happier times we had, but to tell the truth , your image is slowly fading from my memories , I cant remember how you look anymore. I only remember that you are tall, thin and balding and some other miscellaneous, unimportant stuff about you.
I am starting to forget you and all the heartaches that you have caused. I am starting to heal, its difficult to keep hating someone and keep wondering how things would have been. I have also stopped guessing how you felt about me then and how you feel about me now. Its tiring, I feel strangely free and happy and of course my burden is very much lightened.
While writing this post, I thought about whether you would be able to read this post or whether you would read this post at all. Maybe you would and maybe you wont. But even if you dont, just know that you have been forgiven. Its strange that you have always been a feature on this blog and I had never been a feature in yours. Maybe we are different, you blog for your interests and I blog for my emotions. But I think this would be the final end to all things about you here.
The last handful of ashes has been thrown into the sea of memories and the top of the casket to our past has been sealed.
The Heavens heard her prayers of stress and her inability to get help when needed. Heaven assigned a Chosen one to help in her seeking of the resources she needs. The Heavens told her that it was her responsibility to find the Chosen one and train the Chosen one to assist her in her quest.
She was weaken from her last battle with the last Chosen one whom gave her more problems than solving them. Since it was the decisions of the Heaven above. She in her servitude had no choice but to obey the prophesy of Heaven. The name of the Chosen one was given to her and she voiced her skepticism at Heaven’s choice. The Heavens tried easing her skepticism and her fears. Hence he has already been chosen, it was pointless for her to argue any further.
With Heaven’s instructions, she went up to the Ch0sen one to ask if he knew about the plans that the Heavens had for him. Instead of being greeted with enthusiasm and eagerness to learn, the Chosen one told her about how much work he had and that he was busy. She had no choice but to retreat after the barrage of the amount of work he had. She fixed a time and told him he could come look for her for the training when he was less busy.
So much for the Chosen one, the road ahead is still as dark and murky with or without the help of the Chosen one. She can only grit her teeth and together with her tribe of loyal ladies bear what is to come.
I went to the gym today during lunch as I had an appointment in the evening hence I decided I shall not be lazy as today is gym day. On my way back to the office I drop by Guardian to get my Evian Brumisateur as it was a hot day and I dont want to get a heatstroke from the walking. The last time I went to the gym in the afternoon, I was stricken by the heat and suffered the whole afternoon at work with a throbbing headache.
Guardian was having a promotion for Trulife Balance Plus, a collagen , l-lysine and Ba Zhen drink. As I am always into collagen and have always been a firm believer that one can never have enough collagen. I bought a box to try, since there was a discount.
I also ended up with a Yoga Mat as the mats at the gym stinks and since it was only 8.90 might as well get one !!! I need a yoga mat simply because pressing my face on the mat is quite disgusting and not to mention the zits I got from it..
Just another afternoon of shopping after the gym.. I like the feeling of acting like a tai tai even if its only for 1 hr during lunch. Buahahah
Its been a while since the last GSS, ok lah exactly 1 year lah. This year a bit special for me because this year I went a bit wild on the shopping.
Agnes B is the choice brand this year. Last year it was Aldo and Aigner.
I love the simple design and the clean lines as well as the great functionality of the bags. I bought a black bag on impulse while waiting for FK on our Sunday outing but I didnt regret the buy as the bag could fit all my gym stuff without compromising on style.
Its a bag that is suited for the office as well as its roomy enough to accomodate baby stuff as well as an extra change of clothing. When not stuffed to the brim, the bag still keeps its shape. Hence I Heart this bag!!
And of course I bought an Agnes B skinny pouch. This is also really useful as I can leave my office and home without carrying a bulky wallet. It fits all my credit cards, cash and coins plus the leather is all so soft, now I know what xtralicious means when she speaks about the buttery softness of leather! … Buahahaha I love it to bits!!!
Nothing is complete, until Grace gets her Sanrio fix. I do have a thing for Hello Kitty and her friends. But I have to admit I like rabbits more and hence I bought this
MY NEW MUG!!! From Mu Mu Ya @ Suntec. Hehehe I also bought a tray for the office to accomodate my stationery as well as lots and lots of Kuromi folders.
Hehehehe I got 20% off the mug of the Kuromi and Melody plaque stuck on the front of the mug fell off and they do not have a new set so I asked for a discount. So I should say its quite a good deal. It looks as good as new after I glued the plaque back with my nail glue. Yes! I have found many uses for nail glue besides for gluing fake nails.
You know you are hiao when you go to Agnes B and the first thing you want to buy is a mirror. BUahahahahah but ended up buying the Agnes B lock and key in Rose Gold.
2 weeks ago I just bought an Agnes B Skinny Coin pouch, a weekend bag and now a Lock and Key in Rose Gold. I think the guys at Agnes B must be damn good looking for me to be persuaded to buy so many things within 2 weeks
By The Way, I am looking for a collar to lock with my lock and keep the key with me. Anyone interested?
I absolutely love Chris Martin!!!!!!!!! He is my type of GUY!
If you all wanna introduce guys to me hor, please introduce Chris Martin types to me hor… If not, dont waste my time ok?
I went to the gym yesterday to get my membership card from the sales consultant Lenz.
It was a long tiring day, I was about to die when I arrived @ the gym as there was many a screw ups @ work before I left my office.
I spent 15 mins running on the threadmill and 30 mins on the gliding machine as I didnt have much energy to work my butt off as the crimson tide came yesterday.
My body felt loads better after I started perspiring , its nice to be able to watch Teebee while running.. Buahahah plus a nice view of ECP and the Singapore Flyer in the evening is always a motivation to run a longer distance.
Today, I am feeling damn tired and I dont know why. I think my sugar level must be low as I didnt eat dinner yesterday night after the work out. My eyes are threatening to close on me while I am typing this post. Just took my Multi Vits and waiting for it to work its magic. In the meantime, have to munch on some Chocs to boost my sugar level.
I hope I would look different in 6 mths time
PS: After eating a few Jelly Beans, I felt loads better hehehe.. Must be the sugar!
FK and I went out yesterday to a free concert @ the Esplanade after I signed up for a Gym Membership. Its really nice to go for a concert on a Lazy Sunday.
Yesterday the Yuhua and River Valley Secondary School Alumnae band was playing and I think it was a great performance by enthusiatic, music loving teenagers. My only Grouse was that the seats we got @ the circle was too far and the acoustics at our angle was a bit skewed. But overall it was a very good concert, I absolutely loved the percussionists in the band. They were totally stealing the show from the rest of the members. Even though its a free concert, the logistics were surprisingly well planned.
The next performance is on the 13th of July. I think I will go again…
